Coming home again

My last post here, a secret hidden post a year ago when I began to change my life was also, apparently, the day I left this site behind. I had some good reasons, I mean I was starting over.

Social media is stagnating.

And a year of having fun and making friends on twitter and other social media, well, a inept rich man child brought my twitter addiction in a head. A lot of social media is going to shit between hate and extremism, misinformation and paywalls. It seems like its pushing everyone apart again and twitter is less and less about being a town square and more about being spoken down to.

Death to Twitter.

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Week Zero

The first thing I noticed opened my eyes wide. I had felt awful for many years, but I hadn’t realized how terrible I really was feeling. I knew that I felt horrible and had felt so for most of my life. But then, in a half hour it all started to fall away and I expected something to change

But I had no idea how good it could feel to exist.

It began with a cool wave of relief and euphoria-

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Resolution✦2022

I’m not gonna spend time writing about the last two years.  It’s been hell and the best laid plans have all laid in ruin from the normal pitfalls of life but Covid-19 added horrors upon horrors to that.  Then the election, the failed coup of Jan 6th and more.  And that’s on the big scale, down on the small scale where I live, things have been far, far worse. I feel like a long dead astronaut, floating in oblivion.

1460 Days Gone By

I wrote resolutions in all these years, since 2018. Some stuck, some didn’t and the last few didn’t make it past the drafting stage. Especially the last two years. Maybe because with the world ending, it didn’t matter much, but it taught me something important. Cancer, Covid and Coups. It taught me life is much shorter than any of us thinks and that we only get one shot.

And I only have one life.

Now Day One

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Plan C

Hello again.  I’d be lying if I said some of you reached out after my last few posts.  Well, No one did. Not sure if anyone reads the blog, let alone visit it.

Yet I’m Still Here

I won’t lie, it would be incredibly uplifting to hear from you, to get some feedback but it doesn’t really matter.   I know I don’t need validation to blog, nor fishing for it will help.  Plus I loath even doing it and loath is more when I see it. 

But What’s Going on?

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